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Writer's Block: Mind reader

In three words, describe what's currently running through your mind.

Self torment. Why?

Writer's Block: Road trip!

What was your worst travel experience ever, and why?

Well, the one most recent and fresh in memory is about a year ago. My parents,their two dogs,  my sister, her BF and I were going to visit some relatives. So we packed ourselves into the car, which naturally was packed. Neither my sister her BF or I are very small in size, so it was crammed with us sitting in the back seat for almost 2 hours.

On top of that the dogs kept howling and whimpering every single time the car took a turn. *head desk* The mood was agitated, to put it mildly, and I has never before been so glad to have my music to drown the world out. Best thing about the trip was the trip back, I then hitched a ride with my older sister and her BF. Back seat all to myself, no howling dogs and no one trying to talk to me. Pure bliss. :)

Other then the car ride there, we hade a great day. :D

Writer's Block: Nirvana

What is your favorite place in the world? What makes it so meaningful to you? How often do you visit or imagine being there?


Anywhere near water, be it a lake, pond or stream, water makes me happy. Even a small puddle makes me happy, especially if I can splash it a bit with my feet. *giggles at the thought*
I'm priviliged enough to live in a place where there are a lot of water around. There are many lakes and streams around the small town where I live, and it even has one small stream running through it. Plus, my family has a small summer house which lies nearby a lake. Something I am very happy about. Sadly, I work during summers, so I don't get to visit it as much as I'd wish.
My dream is to someday in the future own and live in a house by a lake.

No idea what to call this...

This time last week I was very upset, I couldn't sleep, even though it was two in the morning. And the one thought that kept swirling in my mind and that refused to let me go was how easy it would be to end it all. To just fall asleep, and never wake up again. That thought scared me, cause I don't want that. Thankfully I had my online friends to talk to, I dunno what I would have done otherwise.
So here I am, exactly one week later, and it's the same all over again. It's past 4 in the morning, I can't sleep, and the easy way out has once again crossed my mind.

I am taking a medicine for mild depression right now, it's nothing bad really, just me feeling down and sad a lot of the time, and me being good at hiding it. Meaning that very few, if anyone, knows of how I am feeling. That I am not as happy as I seem, that on the inside, I am crying. I used to be thankful of this 'talent'Collapse )

Writer's Block: Another country

Do you have good friends from other countries that you've met on LiveJournal? Have you ever met them in person? If not, do you think you ever will?

I didn't meet them here, we befriended each other on LJ after we met, but yes, I do. They are really good friends and amazing people. I'm from Sweden, they are from the USA, and I'm going to meet some of them this summer. :) It's gonna be awesome! :D

Writer's Block: My favorite T

Do certain items of clothing remind you of people or events from your past? If so, what garment reminds you of a particularly happy memory?

It's not really a specific memory, more like a feeling. I have these knitted shirts and cardigans that my mom made for me when i was a little girl, and some knitted that she has made for me now when I'm older too. These things make me happy, cause i know that they were made with love, for me, And, when the day comes, they'll be pieces of love that I can remember my mother by.

Ranting

I'm almost ready to commit murder here... The neighbor two stories below me is having a party. With VERY loud music. I can literally feel the vibrations through my floor. ANd it's past 11 pm! *growls* I feel really sorry for the ones trying to sleep, cause i've couldn't have, should I wanted to.
I just don't get it. I like a good party as much as the next girl, but why do they have to play the music so loud? It can't be very enjoyable to be in that apartment, they're probably halfdeaf by now though.
So I'm sitting here in my livingroom, trying to drown out the noise by having music of my own in my headphones. It's working-ish, I still hear the eighbors, but atleast I have toned it down a bit. -_-  *glares in neighbors direction*

Well, enough about that... I was dreading to tell my mom and dad about going to the USA, as it turned out I had no reason to. O.o I was so sure my mom would freak out atleast, but all she had to say was that it would be fun, and she asked if I could afford it. Go figure. I really do hope that I can afford it, cause I'm so looking forward to going. :) 
And when I told the rest of the family living here in town, they too thought that it was cool that I'm going. The teenage boys wanted me to buy home Dr.Pepper soda and Duff beer for them...-_- Yeah, not gonna happen. Boys. *rolls eyes*
Otherwise things are going well, I have a school break coming up next week, so that's nice. I'm gonna be a good student and use it to get ahead in English and Math, and catch up in French. I have gone through the first book, however I need to do the excercises to it. So looking forward to it. ^^ And I'm planning a trip to town on Tuesday, to go get my new glasses, it's gonna be so nice to put the ones I've had for almost four years to rest. They're ugly to me now, and all bent and worn. xD

Gloomy

Things have been going well for me lately, and life finally seemed to be looking up. I even felt happy when I woke up in the morning instead of lying in bed, dreading to go up and face the new day. But I don't know. My boss has for some reason yet to pay out my salary for this month, and he better have a good explanation for this.
Why is it that everytime I start to feel better something or someone comes by to knock me back down in my shoes? *sighs* I'm so sick of it, sick of it all.

I really need those money, and I won't get so much back on the taxes as I was expecting... I just...I dunno.

When is it gonna be my time, you know? Argh, I'm making no sense right now. So I'll stop trying. This is a little sappy poem that I came up with, it doesn't really make me happy right now, even though I think it turned out okay, it seems to only reind me of what I not have.
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Creepy Pretty Picture ^^


While talking about sci-fi and philosophy, somewhere adding cloning into the mix, got me thinking of this picture, since test tubes/tanks were mentioned. Yeah, messed up I know, but it was an interesting conversation. ^^
Anyways, I decided to show the picture up here, since I have it saved to my comp. The reason for that is that I collect pretty pictures, and this one is amazing.


That said, I would like to point out that I in no way whatsoever own anything that has to do with this picture. If you know who the artist is, please tell me so that I can give praise to such a genious. :)
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Writer's Block: Film therapy

Are there any movies you watch when you're feeling anxious or depressed? If so, what are they, and what about them calms you down and/or lifts your spirits?

I watch the Charlie's Angels movies. The ones with Cameron Diaz, Drew Barrymore and Lucy Liu. They are a bit corny and the angels do all kinds of unbelievable stuff. XD They always make me laugh, no matter how bad it is. And it can be pretty bad. Thank goodness for DVDs, cause had it been VHS I'd probably be on my third set of copies by now. :)